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Lithium Amaranth ([personal profile] li_amaranth) wrote2018-07-06 06:24 pm
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despisesthegods: (And?)

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[personal profile] despisesthegods 2018-10-19 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
Then what's different? Something's changed.
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[personal profile] li_amaranth 2018-10-19 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
[She nodded slightly. Yeah, a lots changed.]

The fox nearly killed me. I just.. the fucking bastard proved his point, okay? I shouldn't be fighting.I'm just.. some stupid female with an attitude like he said.

I couldn't defeat him and I couldn't defend my herd. I'm a fuck up of a lead mare, okay.
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[personal profile] despisesthegods 2018-10-19 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
Then get better. Get stronger. Learn to fight better. Just because you lost one fight doesn't mean you stop fighting. It doesn't mean you're weak or stupid. It just means you have to try harder.
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[personal profile] li_amaranth 2018-10-19 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
I'm tired of it, okay!?

[She growled and turned towards him.]

How can I get stronger when I'm fucking starving even after eating someone down to the bone!? There's... I've been fighting this fucking thing for three hundred years. I've out last the last of my herd by a hundred and fifty and I'm just... Fucking tired of it and what the hell it's doing to me.

I want my form back.. Gellert's working on it and I want the rest of me back as well!

[She wanted her name back.. she wanted the curse to stop trying to make her feel guilt for what happened that night and all the lives she's taken just to survive! Li was getting desperate and to her, it felt like Gellert was her last hope. If he couldn't break this.. if he and Albus failed.. Li was dead.

At least, she thought so.]
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[personal profile] despisesthegods 2018-10-26 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I know exactly where you're coming from, Li. I've been cursed. I've been alone. I've wanted it all to end. I was trapped on a vanishing isle for 11,000 years alone. I was put in Tartarus not long after that for wanting to die. For wanting it all to end, so if you're tired of it, I won't tell you not to be. I won't dictate what you should or shouldn't do Li. I'm merely saying that I'm willing to help if I can. Whether that means training you to be stronger or helping with your curse or both it matters not.
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[personal profile] li_amaranth 2018-10-29 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Then... he really did know where she was coming from and he'd had it worse than she did. Li just became still and then just kind of lost whatever fire had started and nodded.]

...Fine. Help me somehow.
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